so cute

i was falling asleep in his bed then he sorta just covered me with a blanket and crawled in with me and we cuddled and it was adorable. literally nothing compares to the bond i share with this kid. how we can laugh, joke, and talk to each other about anything. How we can lay in bed and just open up and speak whatever is on our minds to eachother without anyone else there to judge what we’re saying. How he holds me hand or plays with my hair while we’re cuddling and tries to describe just how much he loves me. over the last year i have shared some of the most precious moments of my life with my best friend and I thank God that I have such a wonderful person in my life.

Got an ask about an update. here you go!

Not too much going on between me and him other than the fact that our friendship is flourishing and well, I still love him more than life itself [or insert any other overused cliche about love here].

Oh…. and we spend a lot of time in bed together, epecially lately. He usually sleeps in my bed for most of the night but our beds are only twin sized and we’re both tall guys, so sometimes one of us gets uncomfortable and moves to the empty bed. Last night while we were cuddling he grabbed my hand and we fell asleep holding eacho thers hands throughout the night and it was really cute. I love cuddling with him. Sometimes we spoon - we switch pretty evenly between big & little spoon. Sometimes we face eachother with our arms around each others mid-sections and our faces so close our noses touch (which a lot of times leads to playful little eskimo kissed). He’s such a cutie. My FAVORITE is when I lay on his chest and he rubs my head. umph.

It’s funny how during the day we aren’t romantic to eachother at all (strictly bros) but at night we really don’t hold back on being affectionate. Also the time where we open up, talk, vent, laugh, etc :P Best bromance ever i don’t even care.

Cuddling/napping for 2 1/2 hours in the morning?

i don’t mind…

Falling more in love every day.

I love it when he:

-holds me as tight as he can while we’re cuddling.

-reminds me that I’m his best friend

-gives me back massages

-gives me eskimo kisses… followed by that adorable playful smirk

-tells me he loves me and that I’m the best thing that has ever happened to him

-asks me to cuddle

-says yes when I ask him to cuddle

-is the big spoon

-hugs me long and hard while swaying me back and forth

-compliments me

-tickles me

-walks around shirtless, or climbs into bed with only boxers on

-lays his head on my chest while I’m on my laptop

-just stares at me while we’re cuddling until we both start smiling

Off to a great start…. (:

We’re back at school - sophomore year… and everything is amazing. Meeting new people, lots of fun welcoming week activites, and yes, I am still madly in love with my roommate. Luckily for me, he’s missed me a LOT this summer and had been extra affectionate - so much hugging, cuddling, etc. Even in public… he seems to ALWAYS have his arm around me as if to say “hey everyone, this is my best friend”. He’s more comfortable with showing affection in public than I am and it’s weird. I’m the one who’s secretely in love. Last night I was really tired and he came and snuggled with me until I was almost asleep. He tucked me in (jokingly) and turned off my lights and I went to bed with the biggest smile on my face. This morning he heard me shut off my alarm at 8:00am and by 8:02 he had already come in my room for some morning cuddling. Nothing makes me happier to know that he wants to be close to me, especially when he initiates it. I just wrapped my arm around his body and layed my head on his *ahem… big, strong* chest. I can’t even tell you guys how many “I love you’s” we’ve exchanged so far and how much we just sit there and talk about how much we enjoy each other’s company.

Confession Time:

So last night, we slept in the same bed. I had on shorts and a t-shirt, and he wore his boxer briefs and a tank top (all of his sexy muscles visible YES). This morning I woke up and realized that I had stolen most of the covers. I looked over at him, and his hand was inside of his boxer briefs and his tank top had rolled up a bit and his lovely stomach and bellybutton was showing. I couldn’t help but to take care of my morning uhh…. “chores”, after seeing that amazing sight then fall back asleep. I woke up a second time, and he told me it was 7:30 (which is when he has to get up for work) and put one of his legs on top of me and gave me a quick 10 second cuddle-hug before putting the rest of his clothes on.

Why do clothes even exist?

He took me out to eat at this nice Italian place in his hometown last night for my birthday dinner. He kept on saying things like, “hahaha I bet the waitress thinks we’re gay together.” hmm.

Anyways, THE CONCERT. The concert last night was absolutely magical. Seeing my favorite band (in the second row!!!), sing my favorite songs, and being there with the person I love more than anything. I can’t even tell you guys how fast my heart started beating when there was confetti all over the place and he put his arm around my shoulder, and he told me over the loud music that I was his best friend and he loved me. He did that a few times actually. I swear I did not stop smiling for about 10 minutes. I drove us back to his house and we layed in bed reminiscing about the whole night, and about our friendship and how a year ago we hardly even knew eachother other than the couple of facebook chats we had. Everything was perfect. I am not one to exaggerate… but it was literally the best night of my entire life.

The best night of my entire life.

Snuggling up next to you

Lying motionless.

Besides our inhaling

And exhaling

As I study every detail of your beautiful face.

Those long dark eyelashes

The little unshaven hairs on your chin.

Your irresistable pink lips.

I move a little closer

My heart beats a little faster

You lean in and give me a little eskimo kiss.

And I nearly drown.

He’s taking me out for my birthday dinner tomorrow before the Coldplay concert. That’s like, officially a date right? Either way, I’m falling in love with him more and more each day. But the best part of tomorrow will be cuddling up in his bed after dinner, and after the concert, and falling asleep in his arms where I’m the happiest. <3

Because that’s what best friends are for.

Babe,
Being away from you for so long is so hard and I miss this more than anything. The way you would put your arm around me and your body against mine makes me feel so safe, secure and loved. You scent drives me insane. I don&#8217;t even think you know that. You tell me you love me every day, and I know it&#8217;s true, but being away from you is killing me inside. Falling asleep like this is the best thing in the world. No&#8230; the best thing in the world is waking up in the morning and having you right there still beside me. I am so fiercely in love with you, just writing this hurts. Every moment like this is pure BLISS for me&#8230; and I hope its the same for you. But it&#8217;s not. Because you&#8217;re just my best friend. And this is what best friends do. They cuddle&#8230; but they remain bros. I can&#8217;t do this for much longer. You don&#8217;t know what you do to me.
I love you. 

Babe,

Being away from you for so long is so hard and I miss this more than anything. The way you would put your arm around me and your body against mine makes me feel so safe, secure and loved. You scent drives me insane. I don’t even think you know that. You tell me you love me every day, and I know it’s true, but being away from you is killing me inside. Falling asleep like this is the best thing in the world. No… the best thing in the world is waking up in the morning and having you right there still beside me. I am so fiercely in love with you, just writing this hurts. Every moment like this is pure BLISS for me… and I hope its the same for you. But it’s not. Because you’re just my best friend. And this is what best friends do. They cuddle… but they remain bros. I can’t do this for much longer. You don’t know what you do to me.

I love you. 

(Source: young-lunatic)